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[indiana_j]

Having dinner with Marissa tonight because being at home with just the dog was starting to make me feel ... Ehhhh.

Bonefish Grill, hello appetite, I've missed you. Bang bang shrimp are now somehow a comfort food ...

While Marissa makes her way here, I'm going to just enjoy this glass of wine and think about the unexpected purchases at Bed Bath and Beyond from earlier. ($60 got me 4 each of plates, salad plates, bowls, 3 mugs and a shoe rack. Not bad but I went in for a hand towel. Which I didn't get...)

(I feel guilty for going out but I need people.)

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[technophobia.livejournal.com]

Don't feel guilty at all for taking care of yourself, Jen. You do what you need to. <3

[indiana-j.livejournal.com]

I struggle with the positive emotions because there's the guilt but I know that it's good that I have them. It's such a stupid balancing act. *hugs back*

[resplendissante.livejournal.com]

So glad you had dinner with Marissa - follow your instincts, they know what you need. And whatever, if you like it, it's comfort food!

(Loveyouloveyouloveyou.)

[indiana-j.livejournal.com]

*HUGS*

The dinner was great and ended up being something I pretty badly needed. Just to - feel normal? For a little while? I'm going to try and convince the parents to start to get out the house in a few weeks if they don't do it on their own; we're not a family that sits for long periods very well.

Love you, hon, and thank you.