Nggh.

Thanks to a vendor sending us stuff, I just had a cupcake for breakfast.  The cupcakes came care of Cupcake Heaven and I can say I highly approve of these 'cupcake only' bakeries.  Ngggh, it was just a regular 'chocolate' cupcake, with white/vanilla cake and fluffy chocolate on top but.  Damn.

I actually had to just eat half the frosting before I could even bite down into the cupcake.  I know, I have a hard life right now.

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First, I wanted to thank everyone for their support and wishes over the last two weeks.  Life kind of sucked for a bit but you guys always come through.  And I got my mommy. :D  Thanks for the comments and emails - y'all rock.

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My subconscious needs to go jump off a cliff.  I've been having pretty disturbing dreams and nightmares the last few nights.  Normally when I have nightmares, they're things that play off my weird brain issues.  I mean, I had those as well (I dreamt I was at my birthday dinner with half family and half friends and I got frustrated with not being able to order what I want and by the time I did, I was in tears and everyone left ...yeah.) but the others?  Damn.

One night I dreamt that I was a cop but I was carting around the soul of a serial killer - it was hotly debated about how I got it.  Either he attempted to kill me - and I saw that.  Nothing like watching someone gut me.  Or I killed him so I could then become a killer as well.  The gutting scenes, TWO of them, were very visiual and it only got worse.  When my personality switched over to his, it was a very physical reaction.  Bones breaking, muscles ripping, blood everywhere...

And I wish I could write as well as I want to because I don't have the words to say how freaky that actually was.

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Work is apparently attempting to kill me.  This should surprise no one.

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I seem to be still pretty stretched thin and I'm not quite sure how to unthin myself.

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I have a giant monkey, my mom is visiting soon, my roommates are great, my friends are awesome and I'm the maid of honor in a good friends wedding.  Things could be much worse.